I hope I will.

okay so here's the deal . 

everyone thinks im having the effing time of my life.

 centre of attention, getting it from both sides.

 but do they ever stop and think of how it really feels inside.

being in the middle hurts the most. 

its like youre stuck, youre sick of hurting people. but you wanna be happy. 

you fear karma will take its toll on you but at the same time you've no idea whatsoever on what to do.

 whats right? whats wrong? 

is there even an answer. i still wonder. 

i heard that time heals. and time will tell.

 i wish its true. 

im tired of being the victim of hurt. im giving myself as much time needed. 

for once, im doing something for me instead of others. 

i hope i'll wake up one day with an answer. 

waitforme if you want to.