Being in a room with absolutely nothing to do tends to make me ponder,

 alot.

A whole lot of thoughts came rushing into my head without having any mercy on me, not giving me time to digest.

But what got a little more of my attention was the thought of my 

inability to take control over my very own emotions.

I bet everybody say or do things that they most probably will regret later on. things they do out of anger or when they're sad, hurt, 

or at any state of emotional instability. 

thats why suicidals happen, so to speak.

I've no excuses whatsoever for the mistakes that i have made to the people that i love. my saving grace is that i am only human, 

and as much as we hate it, 

humans and imperfections do come in pairs.

I'm growing up and i've hurt a lot of people along the way.

 i'm still learning, 

so if you could just bare with me a little longer, 

waste some time on me, 

and i promise you that i'll make your time worth wasting.

Im just sorry.