Running to hospital back and forth is exhausting .

Seeing her suffer on the hospital bed is even worse .
Palpitations ,shortness of breathe, nonstop withdrawing blood just drenching her soul away.
Every single word whispered is just so tear-jerking and heart-breaking .
Looking at the tubes, catheters, syringes and bruises on a person who meant so much for me makes me shiver. and helpless.

It comes to a point that I know is time for me to be stronger ,
for her,
and for my mom .