Ugh too much.

Things pretty much got way outta hand. 

It wasnt meant to happen if everyone kept their traps shut.

 but no, 

some unnecessary things which are 

not meant to be publicized came out anyway.

Dont get me wrong,

 im not pointing fingers nor im claiming that im a step ahead others at being perfect. im just saying that when somebody trusts you and tell you things, the least you could do is show them some respect and keep it to yourself. 

There's a reason why you were chosen to be the one they share shits with. things were said in confidence. never try to fix things which are outta your league coz you'll end up making it worse.

When the confession was made, i made it crystal clear that friends are all we could and will ever be. the choice was yours. to stay or to leave. and by staying, you knew deep down in your heart what to expect. how things would go. me on the other hand, chose to ignore it all when we met, to be oblivious to anything that points to that particular fact hoping that it would help you maybe a little to stray from your emotions. i was wrong and im sorry for making so many mistakes but im growing up and handling this sorta situation is new to me and i never for a second enjoyed it.

Its beyond disappointment what im feeling right now.

 i never thought in a million years that this is how it would end.

 too much. 

this is just too fuckin much.