Insomnia.

I need sleep .

i need a getaway from the fancy nightlife.

at least for a period.

sometimes i would rather stuck in my room alone,

watch outdated movies,

listen to some jazz,

dim the light,

off contact lens without glasses and

sip the dry gin w lemon.

Isn't it a perfect holiday life after those catch up sessions

in the daytime?

Hell yeah.

I tend to sleep alot during holiday.

I pamper myself to reach a total relax state.

I went spa,

I went body massage,

I went hot herbal ball massage,

so awesome.

cutting off nightlife is a big healing point!

but now it doesn't seems like the way it should be,

I'm having INSOMNIA

and it's fucking torturing!!!!!

the reason being :

I stay home laze under my blankie and watch movies,

it supposed to be relaxing but hell, 

sometimes im just too indulge with the storyline 

and i actually stay up to finish it,

even when i feel fucking sleepy already.

see?

犯贱