Conan the barbarian .

I watched his abs for 2hours and I missed the whole story .

exaggeration . 

良心当狗吠 .

Goldfish & Blink Ft Altimet & ZE! - In The House

Party animals !!

I hate trumpet .

Oh wait !

sometimes I think ,

waiting is an art . 

LOL

It brings people together,

it brings people distance too .

I hate being waited,

hence i hate waiting.

I'm impatient .

But I'm willing to wait for people who worth the wait .

I've once waited for years and ended up getting hurt the most .

but I never stop waiting . whathefuck .

they say time heals, 

that's plain bullshit .

Anyway,

finally there's someone there appreciate my wait .

That feels 

SO GOOD INDEED .

If someone is there waiting for you,

never take it as granted.

Don't ask me why,

should try it on your own,

i can't describe the feeling of 'waited for nuts ' 

and get hurt .

This is so random .

ps: jh im not referring to you ,loves!

Gym Class Heroes: Stereo Hearts ft. Adam Levine [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

Olivia Ong - 夢一場.

JamHsiao's new album live狂想曲發佈音樂會

Cookie monster , this is the video!

李翊君 - 七情六欲

谎

让我慌 .

Olivia Ong - I'll Move On

Durian attack !

Don't eat something you shouldn't even touch .
Feeling sisck is a bitch !

This ,

doesn't mean anything .

Jessie J - Nobody's Perfect

Jay Chou - Cai Hong 彩虹

idiot, how could you mentioned 'Jay Chou' there when you're doing a cover of it .

You're not JayChou . Dream on can .

Don't be too sad or feel offended because i think he looks absolutely fugly 

like his face has blew off and its out of proportion . 

ok its too much i don't wanna get karma .

ANYWAY, 

glad that this idiot make an effort to show me this when I'm so emo and tired over my pms.

Supposedly he wanna make me SMILE ......

but i LAUGHED at it when im watching this video .
sorry lar :D

It's still bearable . for the first time weyh . good enough good enough ..

and he actually ..

As i'm making fun of him, he takes it all down for this schizophrenic pms lady .

Enough said ?

Someone made me smile today .

x : recently i'm being so insensitive and rude .

like whenever i say something i scare people off as if i'm a monster .

me : shaddup i'm so fucking tired so emo can!

x : why you emo nemo ?

me : cause i'm tired? (in fact i'm having pms) what's with monster? define monster .

x : (pause )

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me : hahhahahahahaha!! cookie monster :D

simple as that .

Jamie Oliver .

Only people who watch his show can understand why

I love him so much .

So inspiring,

so passionate .

Can I keep him ?

He can cook for me :D

He, he can make me cook .

That's the something .

One of the stupidest advice ever .

Some times I fake stupidity just to see how far you'll go with your lies.

Maroon 5 - Moves Like Jagger ft. Christina Aguilera [Official Music Video]

People make mistakes . Everyone does .

I would stay dumb every single day if that's all you need .

someone please teach me how to do this!

Recent addiction .

Yes, Gordon Ramsay who hosts Hell's Kitchen .

I don't know who we are

Hangover with palpitation is one dreadful bitch !

Fake a dumb smile and pretend nothing bothers me .

Every day my resolve to not cut weakens and I fear that soon it will fail.

nonsense .

Possibility - Lykke Li

And all I know is nothing, but lies .

I need to spit them out.

I thought being at home would be an escape that i needed but how very wrong of me. i've never in the world felt so miserable. never felt so very broken in a very long time. everything's so messed up i cant even explain, i dont even know where to begin. and the worst part is that nobody understands me.

I feel so alone. i feel that i cant count on anyone. i feel that people always leave you when you're in the dumps & the one i trusted the most let me down recently. and it hurts like crazy.

My heart is breaking and i can literally feel the pain, the heavy chest feeling. i'm tired really. if this is a punishment, i feel it and im not fighting back. just get it over and done with quickly. i cant go any further than this. i dont want to re-develop my bad habit. so please.

Everytime im faced with problems, i will fall back on someone & now i feel that there's no one to fall back to. at this point, nobody can mend me. i need to learn how to heal by myself but i dont know how to. please show me.

I was once told that crying will make you feel better. but why isnt it working for me?

Count On Me - Bruno Mars

Never thought that I would encountered in homesick issue . and caused me insomnia .

I miss being at home .

The shelter to hide to cry and to be myself .
The beloved ones under this shelter .
The place i can be not independent, yet so well-pampered  .
The place where i feel love .

the grass, the golf-course, the pool, the gym
where i can be alone
just me, no peer pressure, no tension, no noise, no dust, no papers, no monitor screen,
no masks on faces .

when people reach certain age,
they're pushed away and learn to live life alone .
lucky ones has guidance to survive, but some don't .
it' so cruel out here its so dull so competitive so harsh
it deflects my life to fit into the path .
i can't .
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distractions or love .
its so common to see people turning back to single these days .
whats the problem ?
would it be just an unsolved problem or like what they say, the sparkle fades off ?
then what makes them hold on for so long if they're to give up so easily?
i don't understand .
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I think love is one strange thing that plays with your emotions .
Its so weird it makes people shiver sometimes .

I’m sick. I’m very depressed. I don’t know if that’s considered sick, but I feel sick. I hate how people affect me so much.

I’ve realized that if I just pretend long enough that I don’t care, maybe one day, I will actually stop caring about him.

I’m in love with you still. No matter what you do. I know you can’t put up with my depression anymore and I’m sorry for that. I’m sorry you couldn’t handle my worst, with the cutting or the overdose or anything. I still wish for you at 11:11 every morning and every night. I tell you that I understand the reason as to why you never change, but really? I don’t understand at all.

Fake is a trend now, and everyone is in style .

what could be more pathetic

People now can fake emotions .

The rain falls because the sky can no longer handle its weight. Tears fall because the heart can no longer handle the pain.

lose

So,

the worst thing is life is 'attachment' .

it hurts you sick when you lose it.

and the best thing in life s 'loneliness' .

because it teaches you everything and,

most importantly,

when you lose it,

you get everything .

The person who worth you to cry.

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.

3. Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.

4. Give you the remote control during the game.

5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hand would always find your hand.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

9. Offer you plenty of massages.

10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.

11. Never stop loving you.

12. Be funny, but know when to be serious.

13. Realize he’s being funny when he needs to be serious.

14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.

15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.

16. Smiles a lot.

17. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn’t normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20 Drive five hours just to see you for one.

21. Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.

22. Sing, even if he can’t.

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason .
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Never lie/hide from you .

我不哭 .

没安全感，是因为我太爱你 -

一句"对不起"背叛了多少句"我爱你"

Linkin Park - Rolling In The Deep (Adele Cover - Live)